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[tothosewhobait]

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[tothosewhobait]

I'm...not though. I just think you are cute. Even like this.

[infinitecruelty]

[...Impossible.]

...Really? Everyone has always just... called me ugly.

[Hence the obsession with other's beautiful faces.]

[tothosewhobait]

Remember all the things I've told you that people said about me?

[infinitecruelty]

[Glances down and frowns.]

...right, yeah. But. You still looked like you, though. I bet you were still beautiful, too. They were just jealous.

[tothosewhobait]

They were wrong about me. And they are wrong about you. If they want to be wrong about you then that just means more for me.

[infinitecruelty]

[He feels warm about that. It's kind of hard to tell when the lizard is pleased, but he is.]

Good. I'm glad you agree! [Puffs out proudly.]

[Only to deflate a moment later with a whine.]

...I want my body back. I can't do what I want to do, like this. [pout.]

[tothosewhobait]

Hmmm? What is it you wish to do?

[Gathering Envy up and climbing out of bed so he can pad across the room to grab some water without leaving him behind]

[infinitecruelty]

[clings to him like a weird little iguana for the ride.]

W-well. What do you think!! Jeez.

[tsundere intensifies]

[tothosewhobait]

Hmmm....don't know. My boyfriend won't tell me.

[infinitecruelty]

[Hehehe boyfriend.]

Come onnn, I know you know!

[tothosewhobait]

Not a clue.

[Carefully opens the water bottle before shifting Envy to one arm so Azul can drink]

I really wish he would tell me though. If I knew then I would be able to make sure he gets whatever it is when he does get his energy back.

[infinitecruelty]

[SIGH!]

Your boyfriend would like to kiss his boyfriend and can't do it like this.

[tothosewhobait]

Well, would you look at that. Something you want. All right. When you're back to full strength, I will give you plenty of kisses.

Can you name some other things you want? Boundaries and that sort of thing?

[infinitecruelty]

[Blinkblinkblink.]

Huh? [no comprende relationship jargon]

[tothosewhobait]

Well...Things you do or don't want me to do that are important to you in our relationship. Perhaps you don't like fighting in public. Or maybe you don't like me discussing our relationship with other people. Or maybe you like having some time to yourself each night. Things you want me to be mindful of. I want to know what sort of things you need and want too.

[infinitecruelty]

[This is so wild. He's seriously-- he's being real about this? Not to say Envy doesn't want him to be, he's just-- he has no idea what's happening. There's more to what he can want? And have? Sounds fake.]

I... oh. Huh. I... guess I have to think about it? I just sort of figured things would stay the same as they are. But...

Are there other things you need and want? [Maybe some examples would help.]

[tothosewhobait]

Well…I want to keep spending our nights together like we have been. Our nighttime routine is important to me. And I need to know about issues you have with me first before you tell someone else. I really feel uncomfortable with the idea of someone else knowing something you feel about me before I do.

[infinitecruelty]

Obviously. [Gesturing with one side of his arms.] Routine is non-negotiable.

[Frowning a little though, racking his little brain for an instance of this behavior Azul is talking about.]

I... dunno what you're talking about? Sorry. When did I tell someone something before I told you?

[tothosewhobait]

It’s not something you have done before. It’s something I don’t like that I want to be clear about so that you hopefully never do it out of consideration for me and my comfort.

[infinitecruelty]

Ohhh... okay. Good. I was worried there for a second.

[Between the shit with Velvet and the shit with Nanami, there's any number of things he could have decided applied to that, but he's just grateful to know he doesn't count them.

The creature shrugs.]

I can do that. No problem. Since you and Velvet are my only friends, it's not like it would go very far.

[tothosewhobait]

You could wind up making more friends though. You’re very likable when you’re not trying to upset someone.

[infinitecruelty]

[squints]

are you high?

[tothosewhobait]

No? Not comparatively. Your hotel room is on a much lower floor than mine.

[infinitecruelty]

I meant "are you out of your mind?"

[this fish probably doesn't even know about drugs, nevermind]

[tothosewhobait]

Is it that hard to imagine?