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[tothosewhobait]

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[unpaidovertime]

The most beautiful man in the sea.

[He surges forward and into another kiss. More confident this time.]

[tothosewhobait]

[It seems Nanami is also a menace in the sea. Parts his lips, hands tangling tightly in Nanami's hair as he presses against him more]

[unpaidovertime]

[Everything feels so different for him down here, the weights are different and everything seems to be in subtle motion even when he feels like he should be still. And yet all he can focus on is the kiss. And trying to run his hands over every part of Azul he can reach.]

[tothosewhobait]

It really isn't fair, you know...

[Murmured against the other man's lips as he arches into each touch]

[unpaidovertime]

Oh? What's not fair?

[He bites at Azul's lip but manages to get free enough to talk.]

[tothosewhobait]

That you're this handsome still. There surely must be some look that doesn't suit you.

[unpaidovertime]

If there was would you really want to see me that way?

[tothosewhobait]

You know the answer to that.

[unpaidovertime]

Mm. I don't want you to see me when I've lost control, it's probably my worst look and I wouldn't put you through it.

[tothosewhobait]

I must admit, I have a hard time picturing it...

[Runs his hands along Nanami's sides, settling at his hips]

[unpaidovertime]

I hope you never have to see it.

[The hands are a nice distraction from the dark thoughts threatening to envelop him for a moment there.]

Now what would you like my handsome face to do for you? Because I have some ideas... but I've never tried to have sex under water. I'm not even sure what that part of my body looks like at the moment.

[tothosewhobait]

[Thinks about explaining his weird merman junk to Nanami and just sort of....dies on the spot]

[unpaidovertime]

... Too much?

[Drawing Azul's face closer and giving him some little kisses on his cheeks to help bring him back again.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Huffs out, leaning into his hands, focusing on Nanami again before tilting his head to return those little kisses]

It's just...a bit embarrassing to explain. Especially to landfolk. And what if you think it's strange...? I don't want to ruin our date...

[unpaidovertime]

[He sighs a little and makes sure both of them are settled in a comfortable spot.]

I'm sure it is strange, but strange doesn't have to be bad. You don't have to tell me anything you're uncomfortable about, just know that seeing you like this has not diminished my interest in you at all. After all, the first time you showed me your other arms I was worried I may have been a little too interested in them. I didn't want to scare you, or make you think I was only interested in your body. I don't know a lot about octopus biology, and none about merman biology, but as long as it's attached to you I know it will be fine.

We can always just go for a swim and then finish our date on land, also. I do still have a present for you waiting up there.

[tothosewhobait]

[Mouths along Nanami’s jaw idly, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth]

You don’t scare me. How could you? You’re always so good to me… I suppose that is scary in its own way though, isn’t it?

[unpaidovertime]

Are you saying that because you're not used to people being good to you?

[Kissing Azul's neck just under his jaw.]

[tothosewhobait]

My family is good to me, but that’s not really the same…

[Loops his arms around Nanami’s neck, leaning into the affection]

[unpaidovertime]

No. I understand, society can be very hard on those of us who are different.

[Sneaking kisses further down and around his neck to the other side.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Breathes out slowly, playing with the hair at the nape of Nanami's nice]

I think I like you too much.

[unpaidovertime]

Too much?

[He pulls back a little to look Azul in the eyes.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Brushes his fingers slowly along Nanami's neck and back, glancing up to meet his gaze]

That part is scary too.

[unpaidovertime]

[When Nanami answers it sounds like he's speaking as much to his own worries as to Azul's.]

Connecting to people who you will eventually lose... it is terrifying. But I've lived a life without connections as well, and I don't think I want to go back to that again either.

[tothosewhobait]

[Tightens a hand in Nanami's hair]

Sorry... I'm sorry. I brought the mood down, didn't I? I shouldn't be bringing up such heavy topics when we are supposed to be enjoying each other.

[unpaidovertime]

Apologies aren't needed. Regardless of the intent, this night has been about trust between us, something neither of us gives easily. But I've trusted you every step here, and you've trusted me with your honesty. It's a precious gift. And it doesn't spoil anything.