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[tothosewhobait]

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[tothosewhobait]

You know the answer to that.

[unpaidovertime]

Mm. I don't want you to see me when I've lost control, it's probably my worst look and I wouldn't put you through it.

[tothosewhobait]

I must admit, I have a hard time picturing it...

[Runs his hands along Nanami's sides, settling at his hips]

[unpaidovertime]

I hope you never have to see it.

[The hands are a nice distraction from the dark thoughts threatening to envelop him for a moment there.]

Now what would you like my handsome face to do for you? Because I have some ideas... but I've never tried to have sex under water. I'm not even sure what that part of my body looks like at the moment.

[tothosewhobait]

[Thinks about explaining his weird merman junk to Nanami and just sort of....dies on the spot]

[unpaidovertime]

... Too much?

[Drawing Azul's face closer and giving him some little kisses on his cheeks to help bring him back again.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Huffs out, leaning into his hands, focusing on Nanami again before tilting his head to return those little kisses]

It's just...a bit embarrassing to explain. Especially to landfolk. And what if you think it's strange...? I don't want to ruin our date...

[unpaidovertime]

[He sighs a little and makes sure both of them are settled in a comfortable spot.]

I'm sure it is strange, but strange doesn't have to be bad. You don't have to tell me anything you're uncomfortable about, just know that seeing you like this has not diminished my interest in you at all. After all, the first time you showed me your other arms I was worried I may have been a little too interested in them. I didn't want to scare you, or make you think I was only interested in your body. I don't know a lot about octopus biology, and none about merman biology, but as long as it's attached to you I know it will be fine.

We can always just go for a swim and then finish our date on land, also. I do still have a present for you waiting up there.

[tothosewhobait]

[Mouths along Nanami’s jaw idly, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth]

You don’t scare me. How could you? You’re always so good to me… I suppose that is scary in its own way though, isn’t it?

[unpaidovertime]

Are you saying that because you're not used to people being good to you?

[Kissing Azul's neck just under his jaw.]

[tothosewhobait]

My family is good to me, but that’s not really the same…

[Loops his arms around Nanami’s neck, leaning into the affection]

[unpaidovertime]

No. I understand, society can be very hard on those of us who are different.

[Sneaking kisses further down and around his neck to the other side.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Breathes out slowly, playing with the hair at the nape of Nanami's nice]

I think I like you too much.

[unpaidovertime]

Too much?

[He pulls back a little to look Azul in the eyes.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Brushes his fingers slowly along Nanami's neck and back, glancing up to meet his gaze]

That part is scary too.

[unpaidovertime]

[When Nanami answers it sounds like he's speaking as much to his own worries as to Azul's.]

Connecting to people who you will eventually lose... it is terrifying. But I've lived a life without connections as well, and I don't think I want to go back to that again either.

[tothosewhobait]

[Tightens a hand in Nanami's hair]

Sorry... I'm sorry. I brought the mood down, didn't I? I shouldn't be bringing up such heavy topics when we are supposed to be enjoying each other.

[unpaidovertime]

Apologies aren't needed. Regardless of the intent, this night has been about trust between us, something neither of us gives easily. But I've trusted you every step here, and you've trusted me with your honesty. It's a precious gift. And it doesn't spoil anything.

[tothosewhobait]

[....Nanami is perfect, your honor. Hesitantly takes one of the other man's hands and guides it down his front, sliding Nanami's fingers over a little slit in front where Azul's lap would typically be on land]

Mer biology isn't exactly like landfolk or fish either, just....so you know.

[unpaidovertime]

[Letting himself be guided, he doesn't know how delicate or sensitive anything is yet. He can't really gasp with gills but he is is breathing in quickly.]

I'm eager to learn more.

[tothosewhobait]

[Guides Nanami's fingertips in...and something inside Azul reaches out to meet those fingers]

[unpaidovertime]

Oh. Hello.

[He twists his fingers a little to rub against it, still trying to stay light and careful in case this turns out to be particularly sensitive.]

[tothosewhobait]

Mm...

[The twist of fingers get a quiet noise of approval. It would seem it is really sensitive....and is currently curling around those fingers, trying to pull them in deeper.]

[unpaidovertime]

[His fingers offer no resistance beyond trying to curl around whatever is pulling on him in return, but he is mostly curious how deep he's about to go and not about to stop before he finds out.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Shudders, arching closer to Nanami as those fingers dip deeper into the cool damp space beyond the slit as that appendage curls tighter around Nananmi's hand]

Um....I....oh... perhaps we should...