I don't want to trick anyone or hurt anyone, I don't know that I have it in me. But I do have it in me to disappear. It is the worst thing I could think of doing, and I certainly wouldn't want to do it.
[From his spot on the bed, he sticks an arm out toward Azul, not willing to get up but reaching for him anyway.]
I think you mighta spooked him, yeah. [Rubs at his face.] Sorry, maybe I shouldn't have asked that. But, to be fair, I figured you'd say something silly like "see what it's like to be a woman and stare at my own tits for an hour" or something.
[He goes quiet for a moment, and when he speaks again, it's low, uncertain.]
No, I wouldn't disappear. That would break my heart and yours, that's why it was the worst thing I could think of. I can see breasts whenever I want, that's not so bad.
[He hesitates a little before turning the questioning around on him.]
... Is there a reason you don't want any wishes from him?
[He initially chuckles at that reply, reaching out simply for contact, but draws his hand back at the question.]
...No. [He frowns a little, rolling onto his back again and staring up at the ceiling.]
I just haven't thought of anything. [Which is kind of true, but he isn't really sure how or why. It definitely sounds like there's more to it, but he's hesitant to share.]
[He swallows the strange lump in his throat and places his hand over Nanami's.]
For my abilities back? ...Yeah. I guess so. But that was a whole separate deal. We made two, that day. One for me to have access to his wishes, free of charge, in exchange for my... I don't know. Eternal servitude, or something. And another for me to have my powers back but only if I swore to never use his face.
Which was. Obnoxious. Because that was all I wanted.
Maybe you should look at the contract and see what it says, maybe you don't need it at all now. You're here of your own free will so Azul isn't obligated to grant you any wishes.
[He sighs, looking at Envy with that same sad look he gets sometimes when he is jealous of what Envy has with Azul.]
He would grant you whatever you asked for regardless.
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...Hmm. I didn't think you'd actually entertain the question, so I guess I'll have to think on it~
[He grins, casting a knowing glance up at Azul before returning his attention to Nanami.]
It would have to be significant... I would be giving you a part of who I am, you know? That's nothing to sneeze at.
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[The wing pettings may be distracting him as well.]
... Was that my question? The truth is I don't know.
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What's the worst thing you could imagine yourself doing if you had my abilities? Off the top of your head.
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I would transform into someone completely different and just disappear. Take on a whole new persona like I was never here at all.
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Damn. That's cold!
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[Sits up, sliding off the bed before smoothing out his pajamas]
I am grabbing a water, would either of you like anything while I am up?
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[From his spot on the bed, he sticks an arm out toward Azul, not willing to get up but reaching for him anyway.]
Ice cream?
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[uh oh, Azul's got moody vibe face!]
Well, that's good. I think we'd both be pretty upset if you just up and disappeared on us.
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All right...what flavors?
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[He squeezes the hand before it's gone.]
... Do you want to keep playing?
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Man....they're probably melted by now. Do I need to go get the others?
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[He's back to staring at the fish in the fish tank.]
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Thank you, dear heart~
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Strawberry and chocolate then. I’ll be right back.
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... I said something wrong, didn't I?
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I think you mighta spooked him, yeah. [Rubs at his face.] Sorry, maybe I shouldn't have asked that. But, to be fair, I figured you'd say something silly like "see what it's like to be a woman and stare at my own tits for an hour" or something.
[He goes quiet for a moment, and when he speaks again, it's low, uncertain.]
...You wouldn't really disappear on us, right?
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[He hesitates a little before turning the questioning around on him.]
... Is there a reason you don't want any wishes from him?
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...No. [He frowns a little, rolling onto his back again and staring up at the ceiling.]
I just haven't thought of anything. [Which is kind of true, but he isn't really sure how or why. It definitely sounds like there's more to it, but he's hesitant to share.]
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I think maybe you already got your wish. The one you really wanted.
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For my abilities back? ...Yeah. I guess so. But that was a whole separate deal. We made two, that day. One for me to have access to his wishes, free of charge, in exchange for my... I don't know. Eternal servitude, or something. And another for me to have my powers back but only if I swore to never use his face.
Which was. Obnoxious. Because that was all I wanted.
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[He sighs, looking at Envy with that same sad look he gets sometimes when he is jealous of what Envy has with Azul.]
He would grant you whatever you asked for regardless.
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[Envy recognizes that look, and it confuses him every time he sees it. He sighs and sits up, rubbing at his face.]
What's that about? Why do you look at me like that?
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