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[tothosewhobait]

My family is good to me, but that’s not really the same…

[Loops his arms around Nanami’s neck, leaning into the affection]

[unpaidovertime]

No. I understand, society can be very hard on those of us who are different.

[Sneaking kisses further down and around his neck to the other side.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Breathes out slowly, playing with the hair at the nape of Nanami's nice]

I think I like you too much.

[unpaidovertime]

Too much?

[He pulls back a little to look Azul in the eyes.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Brushes his fingers slowly along Nanami's neck and back, glancing up to meet his gaze]

That part is scary too.

[unpaidovertime]

[When Nanami answers it sounds like he's speaking as much to his own worries as to Azul's.]

Connecting to people who you will eventually lose... it is terrifying. But I've lived a life without connections as well, and I don't think I want to go back to that again either.

[tothosewhobait]

[Tightens a hand in Nanami's hair]

Sorry... I'm sorry. I brought the mood down, didn't I? I shouldn't be bringing up such heavy topics when we are supposed to be enjoying each other.

[unpaidovertime]

Apologies aren't needed. Regardless of the intent, this night has been about trust between us, something neither of us gives easily. But I've trusted you every step here, and you've trusted me with your honesty. It's a precious gift. And it doesn't spoil anything.

[tothosewhobait]

[....Nanami is perfect, your honor. Hesitantly takes one of the other man's hands and guides it down his front, sliding Nanami's fingers over a little slit in front where Azul's lap would typically be on land]

Mer biology isn't exactly like landfolk or fish either, just....so you know.

[unpaidovertime]

[Letting himself be guided, he doesn't know how delicate or sensitive anything is yet. He can't really gasp with gills but he is is breathing in quickly.]

I'm eager to learn more.

[tothosewhobait]

[Guides Nanami's fingertips in...and something inside Azul reaches out to meet those fingers]

[unpaidovertime]

Oh. Hello.

[He twists his fingers a little to rub against it, still trying to stay light and careful in case this turns out to be particularly sensitive.]

[tothosewhobait]

Mm...

[The twist of fingers get a quiet noise of approval. It would seem it is really sensitive....and is currently curling around those fingers, trying to pull them in deeper.]

[unpaidovertime]

[His fingers offer no resistance beyond trying to curl around whatever is pulling on him in return, but he is mostly curious how deep he's about to go and not about to stop before he finds out.]

[tothosewhobait]

[Shudders, arching closer to Nanami as those fingers dip deeper into the cool damp space beyond the slit as that appendage curls tighter around Nananmi's hand]

Um....I....oh... perhaps we should...

[unpaidovertime]

Does it feel good?

[Twining his fingers around the parts he can reach, watching Azul's expression as he does.]

[tothosewhobait]

It....It feels good. It feels very good... Ah....

[Shivers again, more arms winding around Nanami as he presses his face into Nanami's shoulder]

[unpaidovertime]

Is there something more I should be doing?

[It's not nearly as stimulating for him just winding Azul around his fingers... other than the fact that Nanami feels like he's puppeting the merman from the inside and that is feeding the beast inside of him that adores being in control of things quite nicely.]

[tothosewhobait]

T...there are... N-next time though.

[Reaches between them to ease Nanami's hand out....which that part of Azul isn't letting go so easily and follows that hand out]

[unpaidovertime]

I can't wait to find out.

[He's still letting it hang on to him, not actively trying to disentangle himself.]

Should I stop?

[tothosewhobait]

[Looks away, face burning bright blue as he reaches down to disentangle]

[unpaidovertime]

[Letting his hand be manipulated since it seems like Azul wants them separated now.]

How else can I help?

[tothosewhobait]

Tonight? After the date? I promised myself I’d try to make it through the date at least.

[unpaidovertime]

That seems fair.

[Gives Azul a kiss on the cheek.]

Why don't I give you a minute and you can meet me on the beach when you're ready?

[tothosewhobait]

[Nods a bit, tilting into the kiss before kissing Nanami’s cheek in return]

Mm, I’ll join you in a moment.